Water's Children
By Rowena Conahan
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Pull off your shoes and lay your bare feet against the dew-soft earth. The sun warms the morning, casting tiny grass shadows, slanting through the edge of the woods. A moment’s hesitation at the great green wall, boundary between the safe-known and the secret-wild. And then, we are padding down the deer’s narrow, fringed trail. A trickle, like fairy bells, leads us onward. In the moment that we see it, there is nowhere else to go, nothing else to do but sink down and gaze, and breathe. Water bubbles over black stones, twisting and tumbling upon itself. A rabbit could leap across it without flicking an ear, and still, in its miniature, it is every holy river on earth. The moss here is a deep, thick sponge, spidering down the slick rocks, sprawling across the backs of damp, crumbling mother logs whose bodies are laced with mycelia that raise tender, fungal wings in delicate rows. These are water’s children. 2 Mushroom and moss belong to the earth. But dry them out and they must pause, shrinking to a shadow of their water-flush selves or vanishing (apparently) for good. And they may hold this way for a long, long time. Give them just one night of rain, though, and there they are again, verdant, plush, so vivid you see them before any other part of the scene comes into focus. Soft and low, they scroll around and through the rubbled terrain, bearing grit and bark flakes within their flesh, opening fronds and gills to the weavings of smaller beings. Water’s children notice things. A careless footstep can mark them deeply, scoring a new pattern into their ever-remolding bodies. 3 In the trees above, a flock of new wrens muscles about. So busy they are, so jubilant, it is as though the rill below doesn’t even exist. They fluff their feathery jackets and spill out liquid song. They chatter and jockey with one another, glorying in a rattling cat-scold. The wren knows she is a child of the air. Her life is a darting from one twig to the next, her beak pinching out grubs containing all the water she might ever need. 4 But doesn’t water come, sometimes, like a flood of emotion, sweeping us away in its churn of sand and muck? And as it ebbs, do we not find ourselves nourished, in the end, by the settling tumult, blinking at rain beads glinting in the light? Some stroke their feathers with oil and scale them shut against the deluge. But others cannot hide. Their pores open wide for all of it. Who? Who are they? Who are the water’s children? They are sensitive. 5 Sensitive. Do you buffle and flap in your haste to retreat from that word? In the silence of your heart, do you fear your kinship to water? Perhaps you know, and wish you didn’t, that the strongest among us also feel. 6 The sun swings high and over, and the shadows are now long tree fingers pointing home. The moss has nearly overgrown our legs, we’ve settled so deeply into this streamside, but it’s time to move. A flicker there, in the shadows, though, holds us still. Gently she comes, quiet, furtive. The wren hops, flicks, tilts her head, and hops again. And finally, she alights, dips, and drinks. For even she, darling of the light and the air, understands that we are all water’s children. |
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